Christmas Ca-ching
So I just finished charging my husband and son some Christmas gifts that I was’t planning on buying. Yesterday I ordered my husband some clothes, that he didn’t need if he’d only go through his...
View Articledigging out with one of those little spoon/straw things
I have my best ideas at night, as I am about to fall asleep and it drives me crazy because most times I write them down, sometimes if I’m tired or fighting a massive respitory infection I don’t and I...
View ArticleI wish I could
Wow another week of thinking about debt and diets. Again groceries did me in. I was over $160 on the weekly shopping trip and then yesterday we went to a store that sells bulk ingredients and I...
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Today I decided I am really fat. Grotesquely overweight and I hate it. Today I realized if I had another fat friend/coworker/neighbor we could get on the next season of biggest loser. Today my BMI...
View ArticleDebt here I am
Wow income tax refunds and there we are buying things at Lowe’s to fix up the house & also I just bought a few hundred dollars worth of clothes at Lands End for the kids for the spring and for...
View ArticleAh…
(I’ve been doing this post update every few weeks, in between posts I write my thoughts/struggles each day in note format, this seems the most readable way to do this) back to craving oreos, really I...
View ArticleTruth be told
I suck at will power. Can I make that confession? Do people admit to that? My life is crazy semi-messy because I can’t say no and I make poor choices. Last night I couldn’t sleep so I woke up and...
View ArticleWhen did this happen
Ok, so I am going to be wallowing in self pity this post, so if you don’t want to read it, stop reading now. I have become the mom I never wanted to be. I am overweight, I am tired all the time and my...
View ArticleWhat day 1
when did I become huge? Seriously, I wish I could see myself as I look to others. I am giant and gross and not happy. I am exhausted, lazy and tired of being like this. I want to change. I want to eat...
View Articlepre-eclampsia 5 years later
Almost five years ago I had pre-eclampsia and it still haunts me every day. My blood pressure has been slowly rising up over the past year or so to the point where I will be back on meds, after I...
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